English Memoir
By Lucas Van Eps
I don't really know if there has been an event that has really changed my life that has happened to me yet. I’m sure it will happen one day, whether when I get married, graduate, or something else. One thing I know that I am grateful to God for allowing me to come to a Christian school for my education. I don't even know what it would be like going to a different public school, but I am glad that I can go here and be around great Christian friends. My friends are great to have around because when I am going through hard times they are there for me and can build me up. There are many new kids that have come to this school and joined my class. They have been very fun to get to know, and now I consider them to be very close friends. There are several more things that I enjoy about this school. Even sometimes when I am down my friends say to me, “It’s ok, God will help you through this.”
One thing I enjoy about this school is the friendly atmosphere. There are many kids that love the school for this reason and I am one of them. You can just tell when you walk in the building that it is a Christian school. There aren't a lot of lonely people and everybody just kind of fits in with each other and gets along. I’m glad of the atmosphere that nobody here does drugs or smokes or anything like that. It is a Christian atmosphere and I like that those kind of things are not allowed here. Another thing I love about this atmosphere is the teachers. They are very friendly and I like that option that I can always go to a teacher whenever I want to talk to them about problems that I have. I have never really had a big problem that I need to talk about to them, but I like that I can. I like that this school is located in a small town and that everyone basically knows each other. The parents know a lot of kids and give generously to the school to benefit us and our education.
Another thing that I enjoy is that we can have chapel and that we can basically pray anytime we want. Chapel is just such a great experience and some of those chapels have influenced me and changed my life. When we had Rick and Mick come two years ago that was very influential and changed me. I was even brave enough to go up there and prayed. I said,” Thank you for coming here and talking to us, I really feel like this week I got closer to God.” Then they said, “Your welcome, we enjoyed coming here.” That was one event where I came a lot closer to God and my spiritual life grew a lot that week. Praying in school with everybody is another time that I feel closer to God. One other thing I enjoy is writing faith journals for Ms. Groen’s class. Even though I don't like it as homework, I think it is a good idea to express our faith on paper and allow a teacher to read our testimonies and our struggles. Even though it sometimes can be nerveracking to express our faith in front of others.
I also like this place because I am getting a great education here and it is preparing me for college. I think it would be hard to go to a public school and not be able to talk about God or my spiritual life at all. I don't want to be judgmental to public schools, but I have heard about bad things that have happened at them. Some days I am not excited to be at school, but I think I need to think about how lucky I am that I can go to this school. In this school I can get a great education and feel close to God at the same time.
I feel sorry for some Christian kids that don't have the privilege to go to a Christian school. I’m very lucky to be able to go to this school and that I am lucky enough to live very close to this school. It is also convenient that my church is only a little ways away from the school. I would dare to bet some kids would be willing to drive fifty miles to be able to go to a Christian school; this makes me even more thankful to live a couple miles away.
I need to thank my parents for even letting me go to this school. Even though this school costs a little bit of extra money, I think it is very worth the extra money to go to this school. Nothing in an instant has really changed my life so far, but going to CMCS is one thing that has changed my life in the long run. It has been a great experience and I am looking forward to spending my last three years here and eventually graduating. It has greatly influenced my life and given me a great education. I would like to thank God again for just putting me in this position and allowing me to go to this school.